tick tock.

it's only been slightly more than a week,
since i came back to melb.

but it feels like ive been back for months!
or more like, i was never away in the first place.

might have sth to do with the whole "proactive" thing ive got going on.
but im already exhausted,
n it's all yet to begin.

meeting up w frens,
crazy, long, crazy a couple more time nights,
dance, work, teaching,
n of course classes n practicals.

i guess it's good in a way,
i actually kinda enjoy it,
cos it keeps me on my toes all the time,
and forces me to learn how to manage my time properly.
and forces me to not allow myself to not procrastinate.
i know ill be fine.

but like i said,
it's all yet to begin.
owh well,
gues ill just have to suck it up.

so my interviews are in late sept.
one in sydney n anotha in adelaide.
sydney's wud b during the break,
so that s good,
thinking of jst goin there for a couple of days extra,
since ive gotta pay for d flights anw,
n since the girl wans to come along as well.

im really nervous.
about the interviews,
ive attended many interviews before,
for work, for societies, etc.
but this is diff.
it s a diff kind of interview,
that ive nvr encountered before.
n im stuck in a do or die situation.
so, im thinking i shud take the workshop.
cos ive come this far,
it ll b a real waste n shame to hv dropped out here.
it's not that i dnt hv confidence in myself.
n if there s only one thing i can do, is talk.
that much im sure ull agree.
but i just want to be as prepared as i can be.

it's not fun having to make so many decisions,
that can alter the life of your course ,
in all aspects,
personally, career-wise, and socially even,
in such a short period of time.
it's not even funny.

i guess ill manage.
somehow.