July 7, 2009

i just have to.

it's been tough,
it's been hard.
but ive come thus far,
and im nt abt to give up.
bcos i kno i deserve it,
bcos i kno i can do it,
bcos i kno i js have to.

it's my dream.
it always has been
n it still is.
so im nt goin to give up.

im nt goin to lose out,
due to technicalities,
im nt goin to give up,
becos i kno i am capable.

i am nt backing down till i have exhausted all options,
i am nt backing down till ive reached a dead end.

now, it's js a lil bit bumpier than i wud hav hoped.
the end of the road is still too far away.

ill sit for as many tests as i need to,
ill attend as many interviews as i have to,
ill read up on as much as im expected to.
ill do everyth in my power.

im not giving up,
bcos i kno i can do this,
even when everyone around has given up on me,
i cannot,
i simply cannot give up on myself.
ive still got a lot of fight left in me.
this is a battle,
that i have to win.

it's tough
it's hard,
ppl even say it's impossible,
but i know wat i am capable of,
i know wat i am made of,
and it is not impossible,
ive come through this far,
im nt goin to throw in the towel,
im nt goin to breakdown,
im nt goin to fall apart,
im going to fight this thing as hard as i need to.

it may nt be the ideal way i hoped for,
may not be how i imagined it to be,
but ill get there,
i know, ill get there.
cos i jst have to.

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