It is a lie

as I look out the window,

I see your shadow that was once there,

I saw your smile as you looked up,

as you passed by,
I cant help but grin,

but now,

all I see is the emptiness in my heart.

you used to yell out my name,

as you stopped by everytime,

and yet I doubted you,

I doubted the love we had,

and I made a lie to set you free,

a lie I made to myself,

saying I dont love you anymore.

Now, all I can think of is you,

as the days go by,

in a room full of people,

Ive never felt more alone,

the love that was once there,

has been taken place by only hurt and sorrow.

It is a lie,

to say I havent been thinking of you,

when everything around screams your name,

as I try to let you go.

It is a lie,

to say I dont miss you,

cos that's the only thing that's not a lie,

I do,

miss you.