lights, camera, action.

when you watch tv shows,
n witness all the drama,
u sometimes wonder what it's like,
n how cool it would be to be a part of it.

but when it goes live,
in your life,
it's a whole other story.

freaky, creepy, stalker,
ghosts from the past,
ungrateful "friends" whom you thought had ur best interest at heart,
swollen eye,
information overload,
(trust me, not only study wise),
owh so long days that never seem to end,
long waits.

the week has been long.
the week has been painful,
very painful.
but ive managed to get thru it.

ive sat thru my first paper,
in such a cold, freezing room,
dressing like a fat, overdressed penguin.
the paper, was ok.
was better than expected,
jst hope the results go that way too.

ive managed to get thru all this,
it makes everyth else seem so much easier,
as if, no matter what happens next,
its not gona break me.
cos ive been thru worse.

but then again,
everytime i say that,
i wake up to anotha day, proven wrong.
so in the meantime,
im happy.

im happy that ive managed to get thru it all,
n at the end of the day,
with a new piece of blue hoodie,
owh so warm and preetty...