happy endings are just the beginning of yet another tragedy.

you told me to think about it.
and i have.

ive given u my answer,
n u told me to think about it more.
n so i did.

you said we are forever.
but i think, you dont know what forever means.
we're much too young to use the word forever,
there s too much out there we dnt even kno abt,
to say that we are forever.

those beautiful words u used,
i kno u mean it,
but ill tell u now,
its a lie ure tellin me n even yourself,
a lie.
that u dont even know ure making.
a promise,
that u dont even know u can keep.
those three words,
are only to be used,
when truly meant,
maybe u do now,
n id like to believe so.
but please just think again

i admit,
there are times,
i wish im with u,
on those cold, lonely nights,
on those grim, gloomy days,
when everyth is falling apart,
even on days when everyth's falling into place,
its u i wana share d good news with.
i do, i did,
i always did wish we were together.

but the truth is,
we all know,
how it's going to end.
n i cant bear the thought of hurting,
yet another one.
n to have to go through it once again,
i dont think i can,
n i care too great a deal for you,
so i wouldn't want you to.

yes, it would be great while it lasts.
but after that,
only the pain is left.
n just the thought of it is unbearable.

the only one certain thing is,
i wont be here anymore next year.
maybe back home, maybe in a whole other country,
but definitely,
we wont get to see each other anymore.

this hurts,
but it ll only be worse later on,
when everyth arnd starts reminding me of u.

i wish things were different.
i wish we could be together.
n im not going to pretend this is easy for me,
but the reality is,
it is what it is.
and there s not goin to be a happy ending in our story.

so, let's just cherish our friendship together,
create new memories,
that will forever, remain in our hearts.
so that then,
even when we're miles apart,
we ll always have each other, forever.