they always say that things will get better.
but no one ever says when and how...
August 10, 2011
June 26, 2011
April 10, 2011
March 24, 2011
I find myself only going to this site when I feel like Ive reached a dead end.
And I guess that's why I'm back here once again.
Am I tired? Yes.
Am I scared to death? Yes
Am I sick of all this high school drama? Like you'd never believe
And to make things worse, I feel like I cant talk to anyone here, cos everyone has their reason for wanting to be your friend or shall I say, to be there for you? It's just so that you'd owe them back for doin something nice. And once that whole trade off is over, it's back to the back stabbing and bad mouthing.
You say, Ive gone boring and serious. No I havent, Im still the same old person, I always was. It's just that I choose not to hang out with all of you anymore, cos Ive worked it all out. Im not naive anymore. Ive learnt my lesson, and this is me saying what you've all always asked me to do, say "NO!"
So Im saying no, to you using me, throwing me away like a piece of toilet paper, and then talking bad shit about me after. Im done with the lot of you. It's sad, really. We're supposed to be the ones to take care of others, but we cant even take care of each other. I suppose it's cos everyone is too busy stepping on the other to get ahead.
There's no winning here. I dont know what to do. So this is me giving up, and I came all the way here for medicine, and medicine alone. So hello and goodbye!
And I guess that's why I'm back here once again.
Am I tired? Yes.
Am I scared to death? Yes
Am I sick of all this high school drama? Like you'd never believe
And to make things worse, I feel like I cant talk to anyone here, cos everyone has their reason for wanting to be your friend or shall I say, to be there for you? It's just so that you'd owe them back for doin something nice. And once that whole trade off is over, it's back to the back stabbing and bad mouthing.
You say, Ive gone boring and serious. No I havent, Im still the same old person, I always was. It's just that I choose not to hang out with all of you anymore, cos Ive worked it all out. Im not naive anymore. Ive learnt my lesson, and this is me saying what you've all always asked me to do, say "NO!"
So Im saying no, to you using me, throwing me away like a piece of toilet paper, and then talking bad shit about me after. Im done with the lot of you. It's sad, really. We're supposed to be the ones to take care of others, but we cant even take care of each other. I suppose it's cos everyone is too busy stepping on the other to get ahead.
There's no winning here. I dont know what to do. So this is me giving up, and I came all the way here for medicine, and medicine alone. So hello and goodbye!
January 1, 2011
out with the old, and in with the new
2010, the year that was....
as the clock striked 12,
there was only one thing on my mind.
thank fuck 2010 is over.
2010, the year that was...
like an oh-so-long nightmare that you just cant seem to wake up from, and when you do, it just keeps recurring.
so much has happened, and they have changed me.
i know that for a fact, that it would be difficult for me to become the same person that i was. for the better or worse, I wouldnt know. How about you tell me?
can i just leave them all behind, and pretend it all never happened? can i just start fresh
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