it's been a really long time since,

i just sat down, and dont know what to do.

im feeling,

a little bit of this, and a little bit of that.

on the one hand,

im really glad to be back home, with the family,

away from med school and canberra, even just for awhile.

my wonderful parents had thrown me such a wonderful birthday celebration,

with the sweetest, most amazing gift,

when really,

all i wanted for my 21st,

was to see them again.

i realised last night,

how very truly blessed i am,

with friends in canberra, melbourne, msia, no matter where i am,

who will always have my back.

and it doesnt stop at a fb msg once a year,

it's just more than that.