I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap!

but yet, she s still silently screaming out loud.

where's the balance?

just a little bit longer.

cos it's been awhile since ive blogged.

i truly apologise,
but it's simply cos,
we had an assignment,
that basically required us to "blog" if i may say so.
so now that that's been handed in,
i shall resume my rants here.....

so its been a hell of 3 months,
the first half is almost coming to an end.
it's gone by pretty damn fast,
n so much has happened! i dnt even kno where to start

but all i can say is,
ive made sum really good frens since ive been here,
n i hav no idea hw to repay them.
im, oh so grateful.

its been a pretty rough week,
with all that s been happening,
it felt almost as tho sumone s stabbed me numerous times,
revived me, jst so they cud stab me summore.

but sth happened today,
n all i can say is,
when u think that life's throwing u all kinds of shit,
n u dun even kno where to start pickin urself up,
just hold on a lil longer,
cos sth even better is jst waiting for u arnd the corner.

i really do believe, there s only a finite amount of bad for a person.
so pretty soon that will run out,
n it ll b all uphill frm there.

optimistic? perhaps. but it's true.