look ahead.

so i was watchin the news,
and apparently they ve discovered water on the moon.

i was just wondering,
what are they trying to get at?
what if life can occur there?
they ll find more microorganisms,
for students like us to study?

and what if life can exist on the moon?
will planets be the new country?
will they build apartments,
shopping malls and highways?
will we be taking a flight to mars instead of across the ocean?

it's pretty scary if u think about it,
but hey,
i wont b surprised if it really does happen.

turn it up

so what do u do,
when ure tired, stressed out,
but cant sleep nor do anyth else that matters.

well,
turn the music up, sing out loud, and dance ur hearts out.
it's liberating and refreshing,
n that i did,
was probably the most exercise ive gotten since swotvac!

but when u hear a knock on the door,
open up n say "oops, sorry."
and then ask,
"do u hv exams too? r u stressed?
care for a little stress relief?"
n get them to join u.

boy,
it was double the fun!
to just not care,
to sing n jump,
with a couple whom i dnt kno,
except for the occassional bumps in the lifts,
or as i open the door.
to not care of what a fool im makin out of myself.
or what fools they were makin fool out of themselves.

from single ladies,
to follow me,
right down to bear necessities.
we danced our troubles away.

ps: kw, ive got a new way to meet the neighbors,
maybe that s what 203 was tryin to do,
except that he forgets to open the door. =p =p

pps: try it, u know u want to.

meeps.

really hopes that it's simply because this tired mind has been overworked,
n not becos everyth went in just to go right out again.

i dnt think ive ever felt this nervous for an exam in a very long time
prob since gamsat.
but well, that was gamsat.

i hope it all comes back to me.
pretty pretty please,
the first one was bad enough.

thank u wonka, for red skins.

blissfully blessed

it's at times like these,
i am reminded of how lucky i am,
how blessed i am with the little things that makes life,
life.

so,
thank u is all i can say.

thank you to all.

knock knock

the truth is at the door,
can someone get it please?

the truth scares me.

how i wish i could just jump on the next plane home.

oh wellsss.

so,
tell me,
what's your story?

let's play.

there's this game,
which ive been playing for a very long time,
and im sure everyone has had a go at it too.
it's this little game we call friendship.

ive played this game my whole life,
and yet ive yet to figure out how it works,
what the rules are,
or even what it is!

is it to be a fren when ure needed the most,
when d road's a little bumpy,
or is it to be a fren when its all laughter and joy,
when the sky is blue and the grass is green.
or is it a little bit of both?

are we meant to tolerate the flaws?
and love them for who they are,
or are we meant to be close enough to be able to tell them of their flaws?

can we only remain frens if we see each other often enough?
or can we only remain frens if we see each other only once a year,
to not get annoyed by little things,
that eventually drive us apart.

im happy when ure happy,
and im sad when ure sad.
this statement, is such a cliche,
and cliches are cliches for a reason.
but is it really true?

if frens shud feel dat way,
wat about those hu cant help but feel miserable at the sight of ur success.
or find joy in ur misery?
are they not frens?

do u run over to be by their side,
when they re down,
or do u give them sum space,
n let them cool off,
before talkin abt it?

were the words "friends forever" meant to be an oxymoron,
like "hot ice",
filled with sarcasm,
or have i just been playing it all wrong from the start?

or is it for reasons like this?
that i compare friendship to a game,
that i just cant seem to find a clue.
n in this game, it's not fun to lose.

is it meant to be this complicated?
or are we making it harder than it's meant to be?
maybe it's all about the unspoken truth.
that its only human nature,
for us to feel the way we feel,
altho we re not supposed to.

so sumone pls hand me the manual,
or give me a hint.
there really shud b a frequently asked questions section,
or a set of rules when u google friendship,
but sadly,
there aint one.

so what do i do?
cos im just a lil confused.
and please pardon me,
if i get it wrong,
cos im still trying to figure it out.

i really wud like to believe that friends forever,
do mean exactly as it sounds.

can i hold on to all things familiar for just a lil bit longer?
please.

keep feeding it, til it cant hold in any longer

cause it's easier to breakdown n cry,
n that s wat id lov to do right now,
to just let it all out,
but i cant.
cos i cant afford to.

i cant cry even if i wanted to.
for one of 2 reasons:
im too tired to even shed a tear,
i shudnt wallow in self pity, n get right to it,
cos the clock is ticking.

so what is a gal to do,
at a time like this,
press it down,
and feed it more information,
hide it behind more duties,
cover it with more responsibilities,
to everyone and everything else,
except herself,
and of course, mask it with a smile.
and only when time permits,
let it out.

unhealthy as it seems,
it works, so..
as for now,
ive just gotta suck it up,
hold it in.
n breathe.